Tarot Cards.....

Do we all seek to find answers in the unknown?

Why are we curious? Is it because we are not sure and we don't have the faith to believe?
Or is it because we need to try find all answers to life...and love...

Or is it because we are just curious about the unknown....

Yijia gave me this link: http://www.learntarot.com/top.htm

For the curious, go and try the online tarot reading.....

Part of me tells me not to believe it and it is all hogwash, and that everything is based on a mathematical algorithm, and that the answers will change infinitely to the same one question...

However another part of me, the curious, the seeker tells me, why not try it?

Since I am seeking so many questions myself, why not?

I tried it..

What did I get out of it?

Answers to my questions....or my interpretations to the answers?

I think all I got out of it is to trust my gut....

My gut instincts will guide me through?

What about logic? And rationale?

Does our head dictates what we think or are we ruled by our gut?

If we follow our gut, will it change? How do we interpret the changes?
Are the changes momentarily? Or are there here to stay? Can we reverse our decisions?

How about logic? What is logic? Can logic solve the question of the chicken and the egg? Or is it just used to provide different scenarios to the question of what comes first, "The chicken or the egg"? How we answer that question is based on our set assumptions and how we want to interpret the variables, framework and outcome?

I guess what I am trying to say is that sometimes in life there are no answers...and more often not, we are not entirely by our gut or our logic, but more of a combination....

That's how I feel.....

You just have to go with it....
Perhaps my outlook is based upon the fact that I am too afraid to really live? To accept challenges? To go with the flow?

This blog is all about questions.....
More importantly, it is all about questions which I have to answer myself..

I think it is a process of self-awareness and knowing oneself and what one wants....and also a process of self-renewal...

I will end with 1 last question....
"Should I be an actuary?"